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BOOK: "Death of Innocence" by John and Patsy Ramsey Index to Keyword(s) "I" (Keyword(s) Index done by (ACandyRose)

	This is an "unofficial index" to the hardback copy of the book, "Death of Innocence" written by John and Patsy Ramsey. This index was generated on "keyword(s)" selection and "keyword groups" within the book and does not include an index to every word within the book. This site is non-profit and created to be shared by all who are following the JonBenet Ramsey murder case as a guide to reference information within the book.

I absolutely don’t want to ever hear about Christmas again · 243 I advise you not to provoke them · 12, See Ransom note I advise you to be rested · 12, See Ransom note I again fell prey to the lies being broadcast on national television · 229 I am a living example that God keeps his word · 91 I am living my life for two purposes · See April 11, 1998 John Ramsey's letter to Hunter I ask Fleet White if Burke can go to his house · 14 I began to read the book of Job in the Bible · 328 I began to realized that God often speaks quietly · 244 I began to understand JonBenet's death · 255 I bend over · 11, See Finding the ransom note I can promise you, Jameson, we are innocent · 312 I can't stand the sight of her hands tied I caught you being good award · 174 I concluded that the only ones who could forgive JonBenet’s killer were JonBenet herself and God · 217 I could have ripped the person form limb to limb · 216 I could see angels moving in the breeze I couldn’t forgive her murderer on her behalf · 217 I decided to wear the same black dress I had worn to the funeral · 44 I decided we should start at the basement · 21 I dial the Fernies' number · 12 I didn't look further after finding the possible entry point · 21 I didn't want anyone to be able to enter our home while we were sleeping · 192 I don’t know for sure whether tomorrow means the twenty-sixth or the twenty-seventh · 20 I don’t know who the need are? Nobody knows me? · 91 I don’t need the treatments. God has healed me · 87 I don’t want to see a Christmas tree · 243 I don't remember · 274 I entered the house, armed with a cast iron frying pan · 204 I fall down over her body · 22 I felt a warm flush and tingling come over me · 197 I felt so much rage and anger that I could have ripped the person from limb to limb · 216 I felt that life was too precious and went past too quickly to interrupt it by fussing with a camera · 4 I figured that most people in America had seen me labeled as a child killer · 220 I finished saying my piece · 211 I forgot to charge the video camera last night · 4 I found a basement window unlatched · 204 I found JonBenet. Oh, my god! She is dead · 23 I got her out of the car and carried her upstairs to her room · 9 I got ready, took a melatonin tablet to insure a good night’s sleep · 9 I grab JonBenet under her arms and pick her up · 22 I grasp my stomach and run after him · 11 I had always tried to hear God’s voice · 244 I had apparently signed such a document years earlier · 161 I had been asked to leave primarily because General Electric didn't want a tarnished CEO · 224 I had just recovered from cancer · 93 I had never looked closely at the pendant · 197 I had not fed JonBenet any pineapple · 273 I had now lost two children · 26 I had survived ovarian cancer · 88 I had this immediate empathy with Mary · 197 I had to remind myself that fear is not of God · 346 I hang up immediately and slump against the wall · 13 I hate Christmas · 243 I hate the Ramseys and I’m going to hurt their daughter · 200 I have a great partner · 299 I have information that will solve JonBenet’s murder · 155 I have lived through Stage IV cancer? · 286 I hear John turning on the water to his bathroom · 10 I help him (Burke) get dressed · 14 I hold the Boulder police accountable · 31 I hope you enjoy your new daughter · 166 I hurry back to the third floor bedroom to grab my clothes · 13 I hurry down the spiral staircase to the bottom floor and stop · 10 I knew my days at Access Graphics were numbered · 220 I knew that he (John Ramsey) was trying tenaciously to find the killer · 183 I knew that we had no hope but to trust in God and his grace · 329 I know Boulder is full of some pretty wierd people · 21 I lay JonBenet on the floor in front of the Christmas tree · 22 I lay the blanket over her as I have done many times when she falls asleep · 22 I let my pain filled emotions rule me · 244 I look at my watch again and worry because the FBI hasn't shown up yet · 20 I look at the doors. How did someone get in? I wonder · 15 I meet Patsy and Officer Rick French in the hallway near the front door · 13 I met Jameson for the first time · 304 I move down the basement hall and find the window · 20 I must be the cruel father-husband and Patsy, the battered wife · 318 I must leave a check on the kitchen counter before we leave · 11 I need to be able to know that this important information is kept in a limited circle · 193 I need to call him (Mike Archuleta) and explain what has happened · 15 I needed someone in authority to tell us what to do · 200 I needed to put up a sign near the driveway saying · 334 I never considered myself wealthy or a big businessman · 21 I open it and see JonBenet laying on the floor, with a white blanket around her · 22 I pace back and forth in front of the telephone, desperately wanting it to ring · 20 I placed the medallion around my neck and have worn it continually every day since · 33 I prayed desperately that God’s protective hand would cover our son · 116 I pull the blanket off of her · 22 I push myself off the floor and get a blanket to cover JonBenet · 22 I put on pants and a shirt, and hurry back downstairs · 13 I quickly scan the page · 11 I quickly shove some of the laundry into a plastic garbage sack · 10 I race back up the stairs and stumble toward JonBenet's bedroom · 11 I race upstairs and I find a pair of binoculars · 15 I rarely watched television because I was never sure what I might see · 228 I reach up and felt the chain around my neck · 197 I realized just how big a story JonBenet's death had become · 310 I realized that I had received a message from God · 243 I really wasn’t the victim here, I decided · 217 I remember Burke asleep in his bedroom · 14 I remember my mother's words · 10 I rip the tape off her mouth, begging her to talk to me · 22 I run to the living room where Linda Arndt is standing · 22 I run to the stairs, carrying my still child · 22 I saw a glimpse of heaven, so I know heaven’s real · 90 I see some new mail lying on the foyer floor beneath the mail slot · 19 I simply couldn’t figure out what to do with the property · 205 I slam the phone back into its cradle on the wall · 12 I snapped a few pictures of the children with their opened gifts · 4 I start looking up and down the street · 15 I start untying her, but I can't get the tight knot undone · 22 I stood there for the interview, holding my lemon meringue pie · 199 I stop at the top of the spiral stairs · 10 I stop in JonBenet's room and look under the bed · 13 I suddenly realize I don't know when the note was written · 20 I swing out of bed and abruptly remember that my shower is still broken · 10 I tell him (Fleet) that I had found this window open earlier · 22 I think a stun gun was involved · 194 I think about the basement now. I jump up and hurry down there · 20 I think I get the picture · 316 I took that trash to work and dumped it there · 170 I turn around to look at the three pieces of paper on a step near the bottom · 11 I turn to the laundry area · 10 I wake Burke up · 14 I want this song to be sung at my funeral · 36 I want to be very clear on our family's position · See April 11, 1998 John Ramsey's letter to Hunter I want to make a good impression · 10 I wanted all the ornaments and greenery dumped into trash bins · 243 I wanted our customers to think I was a big business · 128 I wanted to live in the moment, rather than preserving it for later enjoyment · 4 I was absolutely scared to death to let him (Burke Ramsey) out of my site · 113 I was amazed at how sound asleep she was · 9 I was buoyed by the thought that if the intruder were JonBenet’s killer · 204 I was doing exactly the same things to my kids, in exactly the same way · 2 I was even more indebted to my faith · 165, See JonBenet Ramsey Children's Foundation I was going to be a grandfather · 341 I was hesitant, but I loved to paint · 187 I was mad at God and everyone else · 243 I was never an active Democrat · 293 I was raised in a Methodist church · 197 I was surprised that the county had asked our team to follow up the information · 221 I was walking this particularly difficult path · 165, See JonBenet Ramsey Children's Foundation I will call you · 12, 388, See Ransom note I will call you between 8 and 10 a.m. tomorrow to instruct you on delivery · 12, 388, See Ransom note I will call you tomorrow · 388 I will hold them accountable forever · See April 11, 1998 John Ramsey's letter to Hunter I will learn that Mason is another Boulder PD detective · 23 I will never, ever celebrate Christmas again · 243 I would have given my life for JonBenet · 280 I would have given my life for JonBenet in an instant · 30 I would have given up every position or material possession to have JonBenet back · 224 I would have loved to have had a personal computer when I was in Journalism school · 227 I would like to tell aspiring journalists to be truthful and always check their sources · 227 I would love to see them (The Globe) off the face of the earth · 211 I’d gotten my opportunity to tell the world on the Larry King show what I think of those muckrakers! · 212 I’m just going down memory lane · 227 I’m Patsy Ramsey, JonBenet’s mother · 227 I’m ready to go! I’d love to give them a piece of my mind · 211 I’ve found her! Thank God, I‘ve found her · 22 Ian · 337, See Burke Ramsey friends Ian was a diabetic · 337 IBM · 128 IBM PC computers · 130 Ice man · 306 ICU · 89 Identified a number of credible and substantial leads · 202 Identify · 306, 308 Identity · 156, 361 Identity of the killer · 167 Idle curiosity · 305 If an arrest warrant were issued · 340 If any are found, she dies · 12, See Ransom note If it took our last dime · 203 He and I had only one commitment · 203 If it weren’t so tragic, it would be laughable · 231 If it’s in the lymphs, you’re a goner · 80 If it’s Linda, it’s okay, because she is a good, sweet person · 20 If Patsy and I were not indicted, these tabloids would be vulnerable to libel lawsuits from us · 236 If Patsy had written the note, the police had far more than enough samples of her handwriting to prove conclusively that she did · 141 If that guys not a tabloid reporter, I’ll be surprised · See Jeff Shapiro joined Ramsey church If the Boulder cops orchestrated a surprise visit · 344 If the money is in any way marked or tampered with, she dies · 12, See Ransom note If the police persists, tell them, we’ll see you in court · 30 If the Ramseys are innocent · 353 If there was no indictment · 347 If we are subpeonaed by GJ we will testify · See April 11, 1998 John Ramsey's letter to Hunter If we catch you talking to a stray dog, she dies · 12, See Ransom note If we don’t stand up and speak out · 278 If we monitor you getting the money early · 12, See Ransom note If we were indicted, they (tabloids) were off the hook · 236 If you alert bank authorities, she dies · 12, See Ransom note If you didn’t have Christmas · 243 If you live here, why don’t you turn the alarm off? · 327 If you try to outsmart us · 12, See Ransom note If you want her to see 1997 · 11 If you’re guilty, you should have a lawyer · 31 If you’re innocent, you’d better have a lawyer · 31 Illegal · 215, 359 Illegal activities · 330 Illegal under Colorado law · 334 Illegally · 209 Illegally obtained · 330 Illicit relations · 176 Illinois · 13 I'm going to smoke until they find the killer · 189 I'm sure but I can't prove it mind set · 371 Imagination · 177, 248, 339 Immediate · 12, 197, 219, See Ransom note Immediately · 13, 44, 143, 175, 200, 204, 223, 235, 239, 247, 254, 255, 259, 260, 261, 267, 275, 280, 295, 326, 335, 354 Immoral editor · 210 Immunity · 252 Impeccable credentials · 237 Impeccable credibility · 278 Impending death · 96 Impersonating · 156 Important · 199, 201, 205, 218, 234, 251, 297, 314, 363 Important conversation · 202 Important evidence · 232, 233 Important lesson · 287 Important message · 244 Important piece of evidence · 11, 145, 225, 232 Imposter · 209, 211 Impromptu ministry · 83 Impulses · 297 In basement early that morning · 20, 21, 369 In Chinese medicine they call your condition a broken heart · 117 In Cold Blood · See Truman Capote In England, a suspect can’t be tried and convicted in the newspapers · 279 In England, a suspect can’t be tried and convicted on television · 279 In England, the media can’t discuss a case publicly until case is over · 278 In England, the media not allowed to prejudice the legal process · 278 In England, the media operated differently · 278 In fact · 19, 23, 62, 64, 94, 102, 133, 147, 161, 169, 171, 179, 181, 185, 187, 192, 215, 250, 253, 260, 261, 277, 282, 298, 303, 304, 330, 334, 364 In hindsight · 328 In my mind I could hear God · 244 In other words, the cancer had spread · 87 In the eyes of the lynch mob · 235 In the grand scheme of things, bedwetting is not important · 286 Inaccurate · 202, 212, 254 Inactive status · 250, 362 Incapable of independent thinking · 307 Incensed · 283 Incest · 103 Incident · 200, 294, 296, 363 Incorrect stories · 282 Incredibly unprofessional conduct · See Ramseys attorneys 01-23-1998 letter to Beckner Indebted to my faith · 165, See JonBenet Ramsey Children's Foundation Independent thinking · 307 Indiana basement · See Janet McReynolds's play Hey Rube Indict · 251, 264, 316, 339 Indicted · 236, 237, 251, 253, 359 Indictment · 236, 237, 309, 317, 347, 352, 354, 357 Indictment is handed down · 251 Individuals · 11, See Ransom note Industry pundits · 134 Inevitable · 240 Inexperience of the Boulder Police · 371 Inexperienced · 105, 178, 303 Infallible · 281 Infant child · 233 Infanta Margarita · 248 Infiltrate the Ramsey inner circle · See Jeff Shapiro joined Ramsey church Influence the grand jury · 318 Influenced · 246, 278 Information · 47, 120, 170, 194, 200, 205, 212, 216, 219, 225, 229, 260, 261, 263, 268, 270, 271, 277, 280, 282, 297, 304, 306, 308, 309, 311, 313, 314, 362 Information can be called to 303-904-3739 · 374 Information can be sent to jonbenetinfo@aol.com · 374 Information can be sent to PO Box 724505, Atlanta, Ga 31139 · 374 Information leading to the arrest and conviction · 165, See JonBenet Ramsey Children's Foundation Information sold · 379 Informed · 307 Infotainment · 259 Infuriated · 326 Ingredients · 5 Inhibited · 223 Initial observation · 281 Initial Public Offering · 220 Initial stages · 260 In-line skating · 52 Inner circle · 169 Innocence · 167, 221, 251, 304, 308, 319 Innocent · 30, 31, 213, 214, 246, 308, 312, 317, 347, 353, 354 Innocent child · 361 Innocent people don’t need attorneys · 30 Innocent until proven guilty · 213, 317 Innocently · 211, 225 Innocents · 239 Innuendo · 284, 293 Innuendoes · 107, 119 Inordinate · 261 Inscription · 313, 344, 359 Inside Edition · 383 Inside information · 359 Inside story · 179 Insidious · 254 Insight and developmental experiences · 218 Insightful · 264, 312 Inspection · 320, 321 Inspirational · 235 Inspired · 234 Install security system · 183, 193 Installing · 206 Instincts · 98 Instruct you on delivery · 12, See Ransom note Instructions · 11, 12, 68, 231, See Ransom note Instructions on kidnappers call · 18 Insults · 360 Integrity · 177, 190, 208, 230, 237, 310, 359 Integrity and honesty · 230 Integrity in the media · 237 Intense police interview · 247 Intense pressure · 106 Intentional · 212, 263 Intentionally · 271 Intentions · 195, 205, 207, 215, 263 Interaction · 259, 309 Interactive · 305 Interesting facts · 166 Interfere · 320 Intern · 169 Internal investigation · 215 Internet · 129, 134, 154, 157, 237, 275, 303, 304, 305, 306, 307, 308, 309, 310, 311, 312, 313, 314, 323, 354, See Cyberspace, See Chat room Internet gossip system · 354 Internet has become a publishing tool for anyone with a web site · 303 Internet people · 307 Internet poster · 308 Internet really propelled our business when it began · 303 Internet searches · 304 Internet service providers · 311 Internet spectacle · 307 Internet subscriber information · 311 Internet users · 307 Internet voices · 308 Internet was the new world class gossip machine · 303 Internet was viewed as revolutionary new tool for commerce · 303 Internist · 75 Interpreted · 105, 206, 295, 309 Interrogate · 247, 267 Interrogated · 106, 259, 293, 334 Interrogating · 205 Interrogation · 30, 31, 103, 105, 109, 247, 261, 262, 264, 268, 270, 271, 272, 275 Interrogation for Burke Ramsey · 247 Interrogation resumed after lunch · 272 Interrogation room · 262, 269 interrogations · 252 Interrogations · 261, 262, 275 Interrogators · 269, 272 Interrupt · 4 Intersection · 217 Intervene · 133, 246 Intervention · 230, 311 Interview · 28, 31, 43, 44, 45, 46, 47, 56, 105, 106, 138, 147, 148, 159, 176, 177, 199, 227, 260, 261, 264, 273, 280, 286, 287, 289, 291, 292, 335, 358 Interview Specialist · 268, See Dan Schuler Interviewed · 139, 166, 221, 235, 259, 263, 264, 269, 277, 285 Interviewed simultaneously · 269 Interviewers · 275 Interviewing · 229 Interviews · 261, 265, 275, 288 Interviews misplaced · 249 Intestine · 273 Introspective · 106 Intruded · 310 Intruder · 168, 194, 213, 225, 282, 327 Intruder theory · 221, 301 Intruder with cowboy boots in Charlevoix · 362, 363 Intrusion · 37, 99, 123, 304 Intrusions · 118 Intrusive · 201, 233, 283 Intuitively · 173, 305 Invading privacy · 169 Invasive media · 168 Investigated · 100, 319, 336, 360 Investigating · 269 Investigation · 31, 45, 47, 101, 103, 106, 107, 108, 137, 144, 175, 177, 188, 203, 215, 221, 223, 229, 246, 247, 248, 249, 251, 254, 255, 259, 260, 265, 267, 268, 270, 295, 302, 317, 357, 362 Investigation into Beth Ramsey’s death was of no significance · 107 Investigation is wholly compromised · See Ramseys attorneys 01-23-1998 letter to Beckner Investigation starts at the center of the crime · 371 Investigative Reports series · 279 Investigative tactics · 222 Investigative team · 159 Investigative tool · 252 Investigator · 297 Investigators · 140, 165, 202, 206, 254, 260, 262, 268, 270, 296, 310, 316, See Ellis Armistead, See JonBenet Ramsey Children's Foundation Investigators suggested installing a video monitoring system · 206 Investments · 104 Investors · 207 Invigorating · 185 Invoke · 251 Involved · 260, 265, 305, 312 Involvement · 138, 234, 268, 306 Irene Ramsey · 322, See Step mother Irish Marina · 198 Ironically · 212 Irrational behavior · 295 Irrelevant · 273 Irresponsible · 341 Irresponsible journalism · 107 Irresponsible news industry · 354 Irritation · 179 Isaiah 41-9-10 · 351 Isaiah 53 · 87 Isn’t Ramsey the man who won’t cooperate with the police? · 319 Isn't it ironic that Patsy's father and I were the only casualties of the buyout? · 224 ISP · See Internet service providers Issue · 222, 260, 273, 305, 319, 321 Issue of sexual abuse · 285 issues · 321 Issues · 210, 254, 280 It finally drove Patsy over the edge · 286 It is all BS · 269 It is foolish to blindly throw oneself into the maw of the justice system · 30 It is highly unlikely that we will find anything amiss in our bedroom · 21 It is so miniscule in the big picture · 286 It reminds us that a lot of people have been touched by a little angel named JonBenet · 236 It serves no purpose to detail · See Ramseys attorneys 01-23-1998 letter to Beckner It simply wasn’t right · 334 It was a small price to pay for peace of mind · 337 It was a tiny porcelain figure of the baby Jesus and his mother, Mary · 197 It was hard for Patsy Ramsey to keep from sleeping most of the time · 148 It was one of the older house in Boulder · 94 It was the proper thing to do in the South · 333 It will just take a little fixing up here and there · 65 it would have been much easier to have died myself · 26 It’s a normal part of the English language · 235 It’s a secret · 216 It’s important that certain facts be known only to us and the killer · 193 Items needed before Ramseys left for Atlanta · 32 Items Patsy Ramsey wanted from the house · 32 Items removed from house were delivered to Pam Paugh · 32 It's gone, I told him. I don't need the treatments. God has healed me! · 87 It's time to rise above all this pettiness · See April 11, 1998 John Ramsey's letter to Hunter It's up to you now, John! · 12, See Ransom note I've found her! Thank God, I've found her! · 22

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Keyword Index Alphabetical and Group Categories (Click on book below for alpha index or category group selected)

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